Valerie's little world! (:

Truth be told, youre a liar. You dont know what you want but you will stop at nothing until you get it. You hide behind youre pretty face and falsely painted walls. No matter who tries to help you put up a front and pretend to take their advice. Sometimes i feel the only way to help you is to let you fall and learn. You complain about life and sulk over things you alrdy have. Youre all these aweful things and more. I dont understand why im still here. I probly here to save the lives of others and protect them from youre tainted heart. I dont understand how you desire all the things that will hurt you. I hate watching you want to get hurt. Making urological decisions. You dont even care about me as much as i care about you. I know two wrongs dont make a right. Im trying to be the bigger person..but I wont be your mother like she was. I myself am struggling to deal with my flaws, I cant bear to carry the burden of your weight. turn to god, the way, the truth and the life. 

def have to start changing myself to see the changes i want.